A HEART THAT LONGS



I let the white dress define her. As I longed day by day thinking that I was the only one who recognised her beauty. I couldn't hold my breath each an everyday and every time when I saw her. Its so unfortunate for me that it was a race which I was not aware of. I couldn't understand the fact that she is beautiful and if she is that means there are other guys out there looking at her. The stupidest thing that I did was to tell myself everyday that "the right moment will come for me to tell her how I feel", but the question I did not ask myself was is she worth waiting that long? She was a true beauty before my eyes to an extent that I thought regardless of how many times I opened the dictionary or rather google I will never find the word that defines this true beauty.


It might happen that some people don't see what I see in her, but the opposite. With my experience I realised that what I see in her no other man should be able to see it, as she is special to me. there is a part of me that believes that " the beauty of a person lies in the heart and not on looks" because sometimes looks can deceive you. I let love to take over without me seating down and planning. The best part is when you love her enough to see the mistakes in him/her, that nobody can see yet you are still ready to spend the rest of your life with him/her. Some people think that for you to fall for him/her you should not see a mistake in her, and I say if you also have that thought then think again.


She has this smile that defines the beauty of the earth. She used to make my heart to skip a bit with her smile. Sometimes when I seat down I cant believe that I wasted the whole year to tell her how I felt, thought it felt like a decade. I used to lie to myself in order to make myself feel better, I would tell  myself that she was one of the people that you love from a distance, and you don't want them to be a part of your life.

The best moments which we had with was just seating down with together and looking at each other in the eyes and smile, without saying a word.


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